I am definitely enjoying the guys this year on AI. Which is a first for me for AI. I liked Clay Aiken but I never really wanted him to win as much as I want Chris Daughtry to win. I’ve liked him since the first time I saw him on there. It was the same way with Carrie. I tried to vote for him last night but his line continued to be busy. I would be good if Taylor won instead and I really enjoyed his song last night unlike the judges. David must go tonight. Sway must go tonight. I will be surprised if its someone else that goes. As for the girls, I find myself not caring so much.

MIL took both girls yesterday afternoon. I was able to work uninterrupted, clean the living room/kitchen/play room and go to the gym for some arm workout AND a class. Yipee!

I started reading the Excellent Wife by Martha Pearce since it was in my “library”. I’m waiting on another book Created to be his Help Meet by Debi Pearl but I ordered it from Amazon from someone and picked expedited shipping and hopefully they shipped it right away. It’s tough stuff to read. Very conservative. Which is fine with me but it requires a lot from wives. I know if I did it, it would be good but it’s hard to do it.

Right now I’m in a I want to quit my job phase. I don’t want to live without the money but I find I don’t like that my kids are sometimes being “babysat” by me. And I know if I wasn’t working, I’d probably have other tasks around the house that would keep me from their attention but at least I would have the option. And I could go to Bible Studies and go to the gym and I could take Emma to Little Gym and go to D’s house with the girls and I just would be freed up to even just go to the backyard whenever we wanted! We would probably have to get rid of our van and get a used one and I’d probably have to give up the gym and I’m not sure we could even afford preschool and we surely couldn’t afford Little Gym. So I know it’s not what I think trying to live on one income and I am really lucky to be able to work from home at all. It’s just. Ugh. I don’t wanna work right now.