I’m nearing my breaking point with this youth band thing. I love my band members, but we were HORRIBLE tonight. Our drummer, base guitarist and lead guitarist were all out tonight. We had one guitarist and two vocalist. You’d think that’d be ok but we haven’t practice in 3 weeks and we winged it. Scott said we sounded like a bad American Idol audition. And surely we did. I even got so embarrassed during the thing I turned bright red. Thank goodness we have colored lights on us on the stage. I have a little hope a guy in our church might take over or at least help with the band but I am SO not cut out to be the lead singer of a band. I can sing ok in a choir when I have rehearsed much but this. I just can’t do it. I mean I’ve been doing it for several months now but I’m to the point of not even looking forward to Wednesday nights anymore. I really don’t want to see the end of the band and that’s the only reason I hang on. But now two of the main guys got part-time jobs and it’s just not working without them. The students aren’t into anymore. The students were actually sitting down while we were singing it was so bad. As much as I want it to work, we may just need to scrap the whole thing unless something or someone major happens.