Catching up on the random
- Kaitlin and I decided to go after some cast interviews for our F. N. L. podcast (sorry for the vagueness, I don’t want Google picking it up) . Amazingly, several already have agreed and we might be interviewing “Becky” as soon as tonight! “JD” is scheduled for January. All I can think is thank goodness for Kaitlin because interviews scare me to death. I mean, I’m really excited to talk to these people and could probably carry on a conversation for hours but for the interview you get 15 minutes to ask just the right questions and it’s all recorded. Ah, the pressure!
- I also was able to speak to D. G. ‘s management the other day. Basically I was looking for info on his appearances to be able to report on them. She emailed me and asked me to call her. She was super nice and seemed willing to work with me. She already has answered some questions through email for me that the fans have had.
- Our Christmas shopping was basically started and completed last weekend. I think I only need to get one or two more gift cards and a few more presents for the girls and we’re good. Definitely easy shopping this year.
- I’ve been thinking a lot about my job recently. We interviewed 4 people to come on our team in the past week to work on a project. I’m basically going to be the team lead for it. A few of these people choked a little in the interview and I felt bad. I felt worse knowing that a year from now I could be in their shoes. I haven’t interviewed for a “real” job but twice in my life and that was almost 9 years ago. In fact, I don’t even know what to do about next year. Honestly it’s unlikely I will get the one full-time spot they might have to offer. I think at this point I would take it if offered as long as I could continue to work from home. But if it’s not am I ready and willing to take another full-time job away from home? I really don’t think so. So what does that mean for me and also our budget? I don’t know, it’s a lot to think about. A year is a long time though and who knows what will happen.
- I’ve completed 5 sessions of C25K. Pretty sure I still hate running. In fact, I’m seriously thinking about dropping it and I HATE not finishing things. I mean, I know I could do a 5K but if exercise and health is most important, why would I do it when I have cycling that I can do with the same health effect and enjoy so much more? But, it’s only been 5 sessions so I’ll probably give it some more time and see what comes of it.
- I just finished Lysa TerKeurst’s latest book Becoming More Than a Good Bible Study Girl. Some of it wasn’t challenging but some of it was very challenging. It was worth the red for me and I would recommend it.
- Speaking of books, I’ve been trying to spend some time editing mine. I’ve been waffling on what to do with it. I mentioned not liking quitting anything and while I would hate to leave it what I would call unfinished, I could be ok with walking away from it and calling it a lesson learned. I know this sounds weird but I think God keeps calling me back to it. I recently sent it out to a professor that I met at a tweet up. She’s supposed to read it over winter break and give some feedback. I’m hoping she does and maybe will jump-start some good changes that I know are needed.
- Lately I just haven’t felt much like myself emotionally and even physically. I’m beginning to think my thyroid may be out of whack. Part of me thinks it’s just the weather. I miss the summer. I miss the pool. I miss the sun. Gloomy is just not fun. But I have some other symptoms I’m worried about…I’m much more emotional lately both crying and feeling irritable much more often, losing weight is not nearly as easy as it has been in the past, I can’t seem to get enough sleep even though I’m getting 8-9 hours a night and even yesterday I took a nap and still had no trouble sleeping, even cold intolerance is something on the list I identified with. I don’t mean to be a hypochondriac by any means but really, something is going on. Who knows, maybe this is what getting older feels like.
So that’s where I am. The girls are great, Scott is good, we are good. Nothing at all to complain about. In fact, lots to be thankful for and I am.
Carolyn says
I’m sorry to hear that you are not feeling well. It doesn’t read to me like you are a hypocondriac; you know yourself well enough to know that something is off. Seasonal Affective Disorder is real and seems to explain some of how you are feeling:
http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/seasonal-affective-disorder/DS00195/DSECTION=symptoms
I can offer you a vacation spot with people who care about you (and would love to see you all) – you’ll definitely need a warm coat though! We have baklava…
Congratulations on the interviews – can’t wait to hear them!
I’m sending big hugs until I can deliver some in person.
Amy says
Carolyn, that DOES sound like what I have. I just need to move to Florida!!
Melissa says
I have another friend who has SAD and it’s partially why she came to Winthrop instead of going to college up North … and you, my dear, are no hypochondriac …
Stick with the C25K. Maybe running isn’t your thing, and that’s okay. But maybe it is – it’s too early to know yet. Think of how much fun it will be to do a 5K with me and your dad …
And if cycling is truly your thing, then maybe you should pick up swimming too and do a triathlon! Cycling is a great activity but no activity is complete without crosstraing. I am a runner who cycles sometimes. You can be a cyclist who runs sometimes 🙂
Jennifer says
Those symptoms are typical of a few different ailments, Amy. It could be a mild depression (SAD is a variation of depression), it could be a thyroid-related issue or adrenal fatigue; being sick recently can throw off ur energy and moods as well. Whatever it is, hormones are always involved. Even a small imbalance due to stress, overexercising, menstrual cycles, and of course, nutrition (or lack thereof) can lead to a cascade effect of your other hormones. I had the same symptoms you do & after trying this & that and not being satisfied with my dr.’s generic conclusion of depression (I actually had adrenal burn-out due to poor nutrition & excess caffeine), I sought out alternative (i.e. natural) cures for my issues. I’ve managed to regain my energy & emotional stability & even diminished my pms. I recommend going to this website http://www.womentowomen.com and reading The Schwarzbein Principle by Dr. Diana Schwarzbein. Those were great starts to healing my issues naturally without prescription drugs. Also, after years of searching for an affordable high quality multivitamin, I’m happy to recommend http://www.xtend-life.com. I’m not affiliated with these sites or companies in any way other than I’m a happy customer. I get no compensation for these recommendations. My only aim is to help anyone the way I’ve been helped. Hope this helps u!